Monday, July 7, 2008

Moving Out

Friday, June 20, 2008

Somebody asked me to do this

Now, tagged by Shea
1) What is the most important thing in your life?

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
A steering lock for my kancil

3) Where do you wish to get married?
Swiss? Ngeheheheh

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
Sooner.. c'mon!! heheh

5) Are you in love?
technically yes but i guess i just need to be patient

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Restoran Nelayan @ Titiwangsa

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
Books? i dont read book... should change it to magazine :P

8) What is your full name?
what is this? :P

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
isk... but if u insist, i would say my mom come first

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
someone that can change the wold with only a phone call?

11) Christina or Britney?
not even one, hate both.. miahahah

12) Do you do your own laundry?

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
old trafford!

14) Hugs or kisses?
both will be nicer :P

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
1)she's got style
2)she know how to swim and i dont
3)a good fren who you can exchange personal ideas :P
4)scorer in uni
5)she just being herself

16)8 things I am passionate about:
*not in any particular order*
4)my band
6)arctic monkeys
7)my phone
8)my hair

17)8 things I say too often:
*not in any particular order*
2)mmg tak aaa
5)agak aaaa

18)8 books I've read recently:
*not in any particular order*
-not into book so cantreally remember-

19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
*not in any particular order*
1)505- arctic monkeys
2)standing next to me - the last shadow puppets
3)zahir tak terucap - nash
4)all i want - sugarbum
5)rasputin - boney M
6)hazard - richard marx
7)kau ilhamku - man bai
8)istimewa - inuendo

20)8 things I learned last year:
2007 ar. lemme check my diary.
*not in any particular order*
1)if they say yes today doesnt mean they will say yes for tomorrow
2)you cant stop what u cant see
3)if you wanna do something just do it
4)love you body as much as you love your girlfriend
5)money cant buy everything
6)friends are forever
7)style is temporary but class is permanent
8)move along when its time to go

dont feel like tagging anyone yet!!

Friday, May 9, 2008


aku tak tahu ape yg ku rasa
di luar kosong di dalam lopong
walau ku lihat penuh dengan ketawa
kudengar penuh hilai
itu bukan suara hatiku

kalau kau lihat aku gembira
adakah aku gembira?
kalau kau lihat aku menangis
adakah mengalir air mata ini?
hanya diriNYA yang mampu mengerti
betapa kosongnya kehidupanku saat ini

aku mencari aku maraba
namun apa yag kucapai adalah kaca
silaunya mempersona mata ini
namun ianya bukan permata yang ku dambakan
semuanya palsu, palsu semata-mata

tapi hidup bukan terhenti disini
akan ku cari walau dimana
sesuatu yang ku impikan
sesuatu yang hanya ku tahu

Thursday, May 8, 2008


yeah.. its gonna end soon. the gamma year. im done with all my assignments ( thank GOD!). next week will be the exam week and i still have four more paper to go ( sigh ) until 24 next month. well i finally manage to get one interview yesterday at Pocket Pixel in Desa Pandan which quite near la to my house in Keramat. hopefully ill get the chance to be an intern there. quite a nice place to work and learn a lot about the industries.everything will be decided as soon as next week but im hoping to get some more interviews from other company later on. Cmon! at this point i haven't slept for about a day plus since came back from my interview. finished up our PHP assignment ( hate but love it! )plus our audio design assignment. finally its all done now focus on intern and some small2 stuff before i finished my final day in hostel. we haven't got any place to stay for next sem although ive been thinking to stay at the Cyberia but up until now, still no place for us. cant gamble to wait for the appeal result on the 2nd week of next semester.for the past week i spent much more time the my roomies and other friend as i can feel the joy and laugh as i battle with my own feeling that will never let me go for one second. its been a hard and challenging semester for me especially in personal, a lot of hard decision had to be made as i trying to make my mark on this world. i know its getting harder & harder each day but if i know how to handle things, i should be ok. i should know how to deal with stuff that i will encounter soon. i know i shouldn't moan about it but learn how to adapt and solve the problem. it doesn't matter if its personal, friendship or work i know i can handle it slowly, little by little. the end of the semester also signaled the end of what i thought will be a happy ending for me but hey, im still standing, still alive and ill always gonna be me nothing more nothing less. thanks for everyone who supported me before this.

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Its Out!!

Japanese promotion vid

Calm Like You

The Age Of The Understatement

My Mistakes Were Made For You

Standing Next To Me

Only The Truth

Just in case you have been living under a rock for the last 4 months, Alex has started a small side project with Miles Kane of the Rascals. The band is called The Last Shadow Puppets


for the past weeks
I tried to be myself again
pick up the broken pieces
glued them together
with my own tears
build up the new-old me

for the past weeks
things has never been this tough
struggling to find my way back
the way i used to be
living in my own fantasy land

for the past weeks
you has been something that
i miss so much dear
everything we did together
i still remember
every tears and burst of laugh
ringing in my ears

you've told me to stay
i did what i could
you've told me not to go
i stuck here like glue
now you told me to go
you tell me to forget everything

I'm not here to cry out loud
and tell the whole world how i felt
i just want you to think back
do i ever cross your heart
do i make enough
i scarifies part of me
to be with you
now i know it's no big deal anymore

so thanks for making me stronger
everyday i see you i will be just another person
never a special person
like you used to be inside my empy heart

Friday, May 2, 2008

About __________

Just now
i felt like running away
from evrything from anything
its been pushing me like forever

i nearly fainted
thinking if myself
why im changing so fast
so fast that i couldnt cope

life was like before
doing routine lifeline
nothing extra-ordinary
just plain boring me

i will go on
no matter what they said about me
i rule my life
thanks for the obstacle
you make me stronger